Mr Flair

Thursday, November 23, 2006

it's 4pm and i'm sitting at my office desk just waiting for time to pass. all the officers aren't in except for boss. slack day man. woot. that's why i created this blog. okay i downloaded the skin but yea at least the rest is customised haha. i'll try my hand at designing shit like this in the near future. keep yo eyes peeled.
it'll be a good way for me to get over boredom and keep myself busy from thinking about shit. i've been harboring this depression long enough. can't seem to forget her cos the feelings ran really deep. i guess it was the connection we had but alas it was lost too easily. was it my fault things had to turn out this way? i could have influenced it but i chose not to. it's been a year and a half and it's killing me softly. i'll never know if the feelings were ever mutual, if those actions were ever hints, and if i ever stood a chance after the opportunity was gone, but i guess it's kinda late now. so i'm praying, giving life to this cell group i've developed a passion for, and the people (i hear cheers from the Cashew Fam) who have made living much more fluid for me. thanks for giving a fuck. i really appreciate it. as for her i wish her all the best in uni. what's meant to be will be and we will know why in the end, cos i really don't have a clue.
man, the rest of the guys here are gonna ORD! and i've still got 7 months left on the bandwagon. blame my broken arm. the metal plate makes for nice costume jewelry though lol. i'm gonna miss you guys, especially george, hoe jyh and danny at mindef, yongping, jinghao, samuel, ben, thomas, eugene, you zhi and my branch IC who's gonna post back to mindef. God knows what's gonna happen to COT when she's gone. a fucking sturdy pillar of strength, i guess she is why our branch has pulled through thus far.
on a less nostalgic note, i've got the year end trip to perth to look forward to. about a week and a half on holiday. yea. don't need to bother about shaving everyday and getting haircuts. i'll be on leave from 12th to 22nd december. woot.

my twilight will come long after yall's man. enjoy, you bastards.

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