Mr Flair

Friday, September 14, 2007

I've reminisced and realised that i've lost alot of battles in my life. Especially during the JC era. The only battle i'm determined to win is the battle i'm fighting for God. Please don't judge me, nor hate on me, cos i don't expect all of you to understand. What can be described as my goal is radical, a revolution of sorts that i'm not willing to let go. A new rebellion if you would call it. I know i just gotta have faith and it'll work out a few years down the road.

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5:43:00 PM

Sunday, September 9, 2007

this blogging thing seems to have become a monthly routine, a regimented style of typing and a constant rehearsing of words in my head before it comes out on the plate, appearing as how it should be. apparently i'm trying to lengthen this post as much as i can by typing totally random lines.

then again, i think about the purpose of blogging. i've heard people say, get over yourself, a blog should be a place to discuss issues, like philosophical ones, say for example, are men really slave to women? or in the environmental context, how can we get people to buy more non-plastic bags which can be used over and over again? well i used to secretly subscribe to that school of thought, but somehow never really let it manifest itself in my entries as i come back to the root of the word 'blog'. it's a short form for the term weblog. and to me it's a log of my life, an online one, and therefore not the most private but still a sort of journal. but i guess everyone's entitled to what kind of log we would want our blogs to be. for me i'll prolly have a little of both. i just like putting things down for the record. to have a sort of memory of the things that happen in my daily encounter with events, people and emotions. when i hit the replay button, every sense and feeling gleamed from those mentioned events would burst into the crevasses of my mind and i feel myself floating back into history, reliving the past, whether good or bad, and letting them make deeper their impression on me first conceived.

anyway.... i had a good birthday celebration today and i really appreciated the company of Rough Diamond INC royalty, friends, relatives and eXcess: the chosen. i have to thank God for the wonderful groups of people he has walked into my life, and setting them on the same path that i journey. i reminisce and it is amazing to see how friends change since the first time of meeting. really amazing life is. and i gotta thank my mom for having contacted the caterer which provided good and palatable food on the table. reasonably priced. suited for the occasion. looking back on the cards and presents i received, i can't help but feel loved. appreciated. and thought of. something touching to me which stirred up emotions. maybe the very idea of being loved resides far in the back of my mind, but it meant alot to me. the very presence of yall was enough, substantiated by the messages and expressive words. THANK YOU. can't say it any better i guess lol....

and it's quite amazing how two separate friends sent me a text which was not meant for me, and the contents were represented by a desire to throw me a surprise for my birthday. how sweet! lol. now that i know, the game's gonna get a little trickier. but i'll keep my heart open. no worries. i'll cyall soon.

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1:55:00 AM