Mr Flair

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

it's been helluva 5 days since i last updated haha. alot of shit's been happening.
on friday the good people of eXcess were over at my place for our fortnightly meetings. we're in the planning stages of the exhibition but i'm glad our ideas are falling into place. jamming the next day kinda sucked because we played asshole dai dee till 2am and ordered mac's for supper. couldnt really sleep well and all we did was to practice a cover song we would be doing for fund-raising at christ the king church. too bad i fell sick on friday, my chest started to get tight and my breathing became heavier. hence my decision to quit. like foreal. quite fed up of what smoking's done to me already lol. i'll miss the relaxing effects of it but there's too much to life to give it away to an unhealthy addiction. my nose has been running way too much till the edges of my nostrils are sore, plus i've been coughing out hellota pleghm whenever i exercised, especially on sunday when we played soccer. it was quite a bad day. mel jo jeremy and i arrived late and we only managed to play for about an hour before it started raining...heavily...shit man lol. and there were more people other than the usual group so it was bound to be more fun, but too bad i guess. there's always next week and the weeks after.
i'm getting hungry. played ball just now, had an icy shower as usual and normally i'd have smoked 3 sticks by now. guess i'm geting used to it ha. oh i feel dizzy. i read on the web that that's one of the withdrawal symptoms cos the brain is not used to receiving greater amounts of oxygen as the carbon monoxide causes less oxygen to reach it and the heart. so i'm getting an oxygen rush. feels good. lol. i'll term it 'getting a high from not getting a high'.
30 mins to free lunch. i'm a hungry wolf.

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