Thursday, April 19, 2007
It's been a long time since i last updated my blog. it's been a hectic schedule before this but i must say Exhaustified 07 was a blast! it was great, exhilarating and tiring. but overall the group grew closer and i'm glad for that. daphne's birthday celebration was awesome, daisy was pleasantly surprised at hers and we went to MOS for melvin's. crazy but awesome.
it feels a tad weird updating my blog after having not been doing it regularly, i'm getting it back slowly. now i'm pondering what to say. so much has happened. you know i was just talking with sam the other day and i told him i dreamt about her again and i woke up feeling terrible. what a start it was to that day! damn man... and he said, don't tell me you haven't gotten over her !!??
yea i must say i'm amazed as well. things have kept me off thinking about that and friends have rallied me on but at the end of the day i come back to the realisation that even if you hold onto it for the slightest moment it still eats you up entirely, whenever it comes back and it's crazy. i'm wondering why i haven't managed to totally give it up, why? it's just plain crazy.
But you know i always thank God for blessing me all the way. from calling on me to organise exhuastified, to letting me become celestine's godfather, to just being able to live day to day knowing i've got a purpose and without the support i've received i'd prolly be feeling the same emptiness i did before. i look back and i see how my eyes have opened up to a whole new perspective. the affirmations i've received compound the faith i have and have kept it growing.
that's the kind of post you get when i don't blog in a very long while lol...
Hmm... i just finished eating a taiwanese pastry my boss bought from taiwan, it's delicious. too bad i'm putting on weight. ha.
on a sidenote, i'm looking forward to my ORD which is in 9 weeks' time. Finally i can count down in terms of weeks! technically speaking i've got 8 weeks left to serve in camp, with 4 days of leave, and two short weeks given the Labour day and vesak day public holidays. soon man. woot.
so this is my virgin post for april. and it's already the 19th. enjoy.
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